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Sunday, February 27, 2005, 9:41 PM
DEW - Divine Exchange and Wholeness *FREED!*
It is a journey of healing and restoration. I'm glad that I went through deliverance from my past sins. Even though I was open, I have never told anyone so much until yesterday and today, where God brought to mind several things that need to be dealt with in my life. It was supernatural. I was afraid of manifesting, but as I relaxed, I saw God embracing me and my emotions flowed beyond my control. I did not cry during prayer but there was once I had to visualize myself in my primary school days and instantly the hurt, the rejection, the humiliation that I went through came back to me so real that I cried like a baby and kept crying out loud, 'Don't hate me!! Don't hate me!!'. There was a divine exchange I believe for as soon as I started bawling, a series of visions came to set me free. One of which was a man in white robe comforting me, behind me was a wall of self-defense broken down and my primary school memories was behind that wall. God had freed those years of bitterness that I brought with me till this afternoon. I left it all at the cross and I just ran to the Father's loving embrace. Several stuff took place after I dealt with my rejection issue. These are issues that stems from rejection. So I prayed and then, because of the knowledge that God desires to set you and me free from all our wrongdoings, and that God desires you and me to live a fuller life and a life that is whole in Him, and not depending on our loved ones, I made a decision that would not be easy and which will be a long-suffering one. But I know that my confidence is in God, and He wants to comfort me during the time of 'cooling off', so I conveyed my decision to those that I want them to know. Before I fall deeper, I want to get up and move on, and thank God that He managed to help me nip the issue in the bud before it gets worse. It is not easy, but I really want to walk free. I thank God for the restoration of security, purity and holiness, and I similarly hope that you could experience that too. =) r. |
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