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fences

don't look up just let them think

there's no place else you'd rather be in now

you can't turn back

because this road is all you'll ever have

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If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top).	Saturday, April 09, 2005, 12:09 AM Raw Thoughts from a Bored Explosive Mind Didn't manage to wake up in time for the last day of morning prayer. Was there for 3 days out of 5. Went to school instead to clear the office for the next batch of committee members. I wish them all the best for Heatwave. I literally rotted at home today, perhaps with the exception of a phone call in the afternoon to someone who was having a quick lunch. Decided to look through a couple of blogs, trying to regain my passion for blogging. It's not that I do not want to blog. Perhaps there is a certain truth in it when leaders warn me about publishing my thoughts online. Internet is a highly-accessible weapon, no? Nowadays, when I blog, it's just a simple logging of special events that have kept me busy. I seldome name names, for fear of being tracked. I have enough of bad memories. Perhaps I do sound like a coward. Hiding behind a cute facade (blogskin). But it's better to play safe in case some imbeciles who are as bored as me may try to search for my blog online, just so they could shoot me off. You never know. Even when I can safely blog about normal stuff, I am still careful of writing exactly what happened because I dunno what other parties might feel after reading those entries. I used to slam thousands of people in my previous blog and have them password-protected. But seriously, what's the point? Might as well have my own journal book and a trusty ball-point pen, no? Having read some of the blogs, I realised that some bloggers spew grievances on their blogs, some slam people on their blogs, some try to be ultra bitchy and creative at the same time, some talk about school, some talk about clubbing, some talk about love, some talk about everyday events, etc. How I very much want to be those ignorant people who can blog endlessly and brag, either about their performances, their boyfriends, their loves, their school project presentations. I realise I can't. How I wish that every entry is a testimony about God's goodness, but I am sometimes too lazy to blog about it. Being lethargic? How I wish that I could be some who could easily compose a poem or two about their thoughts and feelings. I realise I'm not one of these and should not try to act like one. How I wish that I can freely slam whomever I want to slam. I can't. Cos this is simply too transparent an outlet to vent one's frustrations. But perhaps this is a good thing. When you cannot freely slam someone, you tend to think more and analyse stuff, then in the end, you may realise that you don't have to slam someone that hard, because humans err. And God is gracious to all, even paedophiles involved in sex rings that trades children. So who are we to say who is right and who is wrong, when we are guilty of swearing, gossiping, being inconsiderate and etc? That is why, not being able to say exactly what we want to to say on our blogs can protect us and keep our minds renewed by God. The other day, one of my friends saw that I subscribed to the Friendster blog, and insisted that she wants to link me up. I really wanted to tell her that I actually have a blog, but I was afraid that she would look at entries that might be referring to her or people she know, and in turn, change her opinion about the person in question subsequently. As a result, I kept quiet. Part of my motive for my inital blogging days was to really, be special and gain attention. Turns out that only 3 people visit my blog often. Was quite disappointed, because I intend to see lotsa hits and imagine that people like me and like what I blog. It's not easy to gain attention after all. Even when I started a second blog this time, I was hoping that all of a sudden, people would know about my blog and I can freely link people and receive a lot of tags on my tagboard, a lot of comments on my Haloscan, and a lot of good responses from people, secretly hoping that my blog would gain attention once again. But with this kind of freedom, I think I have to forego the freedom of blogging real raw thoughts that might involve my acquaintances and people that I know, for fear of being disliked once again. 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