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Monday, December 26, 2005, 8:02 PM
Blessed Christmas
Thanks for all the presents!! Sidetracking, I used to 'fa1 ming2 xing1 meng4' when I was young. I wanted to be a model in primary school (that wasn't a long ambition as my height has already sealed the situation for me), actress in lower sec (all Star Search's fault), theatre actress in upper sec (I was convicted to use this talent to honor God and not give glory to myself), and singer/composer in poly (yup, was convicted once again to honor God with what He has blessed me with and not abuse it). Went for the Superhost audition cos I don't wanna regret not even opening a door for myself to follow my dream. But that was not really a part of my 'ming xing meng' fortunately (or unfortunately, whichever way you may think). It was more of a need to gauge where I stand in my hosting skills. Don't know if it's a good thing or not, cos I'm now afraid that my actions to follow this dream may stumble others to want to 'fa ming xing meng' too. Worse, I do not want my friends to think that I'm hungry for fame. I used to, but ever since I 'woke up', and surrendered my plans to Him who cares for me and has plans to prosper me a few years ago, I have not hanker after fame or fortune at least till now. I really do want too surrender my dreams. It's difficult and I do want to have my own ways most of the time, but I just can't seem to deny that God's plans are forever so perfect and flawless, that I have to give up struggling with Him. Jus some random thoughts on a cloudy Boxing Day. And I almost forgot, would like to dedicate a moment to pray for the Tsunami's victims and their family members. May God's love be so evident to these countries and may they be open to the Gospel. May God's peace, strength and passion for life be upon them so much that each minute they live, they will live for the God who cares for them, and their loved ones around them, cherishing each moment of their lives. God bless. |
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