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Saturday, November 25, 2006, 9:46 AM
Ai Swee? Or Neccessity?
Hasn't really been a good week, and I can't wait to start my new job soon. I'd initally wanted to get some accessories to spice up my wardrobe for my gd fren's wedding coming next Sun, but instead of getting someone to help me with the shopping, I received downright criticisms for my choice of dress and stuff. -sigh- Of course, having said all that she wanted to say, the person did help me to 'salvage' what she could, and I appreciate her for doing that, amidst her own FYP submissions. BUT the journey down to get extra accessories was fraught with endless tantrums, harsh words and tantrums. =( it was really getting to me. I kinda burst at her, and she was shocked at my outburst, BUT, being who she is, continued her tirade of comments, good or bad. I find that I've been trying to please people. It wasn't like that in secondary school and poly. I wore baggy t-shirt, berms and a cap to school when I'm really tired and in a sucky mood, and no one bothered to comment (fyi, i was always one of those losers to those ppl, anyway). Things changed after I started to work and after I came back from Taipei. I'd gotten more conscious of my looks and appearance, and I started to experiment with makeup and new style. People who saw this change begun to make positive comments, but as time goes by, I get comments to change my hairstyle, buy better makeup, take care of my face, blah, and the list goes on. I know that I'm a stubborn freak, so I tried to be receptive to those comments and tried to change where applicable, but so many ppl have so many things to say, and when it comes to really helping to change my appearance, very few people bothered. That's when I start to realise that it's easier if I just wear what I want, and let those comments flow like nobody's business, and be happy and confident about my own style, and not be affected by other people's mindless comments. I admit that people are trying to help, but sometimes, it results in their comments doing more harm than good. I am quite aware that I'm changing. I'm becoming more mindful of how I look. Perhaps it's time to know how to dress up and not look like a fashion victim during important functions. But I felt that in my line/industry, superficial as it may be to most ppl, first impressions last and count. 'nuff said. Knowing how to dress up and put on makeup to enhance some features can really liven up someone and reflects well on the company, too. Thus, I've decided to be a bit more ai swee these days, for the sake of my first impression and for my future company. Going for a makeup session this Sun at Taka. Yup, I'm quite ai swee, so. sue. me. feduprei |
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