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Wednesday, March 19, 2008, 2:17 AM
i asked my boss to get rid of them.
basically i'm done through and through with them. it's not that i've nvr committed mistakes before. not as if i haven done nonsensical stuff before. not as if i haven got any warning from my boss before. not as if my probation haven been extended to 5 months instead of the usual 3 months before. what can be wrong, i've already done all the wrongs. one major one that pissed a journalist off also happened today, and thank God, i'm still in this company. why? simply because: i nvr give a 1)stinking attitude and 2)committed a silly mistake twice and say something brainless to defend myself!!! okay imbecile #1 committed the first one and imbecile #2 committed the latter. i just k not believe how 1 can commit a mistake and refuse to admit it and then when cornered, says something absolutely senseless to shrug it off?! omo. if ur not passionate about this job, pls find somewhere else to hone ur expertise. we don't need to clear the s.hit for ppl who can't do well 2wice. well, 4 times, in fact. argh. i'm darn pissed. but at least not much attitude from her. next. omoooooooooooooo. i'm not gonna say what was the situation cos it's a loooong story. but! 1. she should NVR EVER say she 'don't know this, she don't know that'! God gave us 2 ears and a mouth. LISTEN AND ASK QUESTIONS ACCORDINGLY. i am gracious enough to answer stupid questions. 2. LOOK AT ME when i talk. esp when it's issues pertaining to her about possessing professionalism at work. giggling over the phone with a taiwan counterpart is soooooooo wrong. even if she doesn't know how taiwanese work, she should have known this amazing word called 'professionalism'. do you ever hear a salesman calling you and giggling over the phone for that matter?! common sense. tell me if she's lacking common sense. oh greats. she even lost that ability to borrow other ppl's common sense and added s.hit to my workload, me explaining to taiwan all over again why we needed to do the phone interview in the first place. not looking at me and giving me a response, be it positive or negative just goes to show how much manners she's lacking and it makes me wonder if she even has a proper family to educate her about basic courtesies. 3. i hope she would stop giving me stuff like 'well, i k not fake information one wat. how i know what she communicated with the reporter earlier on?' and worse 'IF I DUNNO ANYTHING ABOUT THE PHONE INTERVIEW, THEN I SHOULDN'T DO THIS PHONE INTERVIEW AT ALL.' of course, if a journalist wants to do interview with a singer, what else can the journalist ask? haha, ask about his new novel? DUH. if she can be smart enough to give me crap that simply puts across the msg 'U ARE DUMB ENOUGH NOT TO GIVE ME ALL THE FREAKIN' INFO ON THE PHONE INTERVIEW AND SO WHY SHOULD I EVEN DO THIS WHEN I DUNNO ANYTHING', dun tell me that she dunno wat kind of questions journalist will ask????????? it's freaking me out and it's scaring me. i'm fine if she wanna overtake my position and show me who's boss. well, let me tell you: DO IT IF YOU'RE CAPABLE. BRING IT ON, PROVE ME WRONG. it's as simple as that. u capable, u climb higher than me i dun mind. i dun really care about hierachy either. i just want to be passionate about my job. i dun care about status. BUT I MOCK AT HER INABILITY TO DO A SIMPLE THING SUCH AS A PHONE INTERVIEW. well this is something everyone has to go through. phone interviews are basic. she keeps wanting to bring artistes on promo tours, but yet she k not do a phone interview? the Bible says, 'Be faithful in little things, and the Lord will lead you to greater things'. even if i dun pull in the verse at this time, non-believers can even agree that if you wan to do great things, then you gotta prove your worth in the little things. we do newspaper cuttings everyday. i do it when i first came. everyone does it at a basic level. call me LAME when i ask her to do newspaper cuttings? i doubt she can do a good job, anyways. some articles i've been getting her to cut, and then all she gives is the 'i know, stop telling me what to do' face. eh, today is tues leh. last mon i specifically told her to finish all the newspapers cuttings by next tues, which is today. nothing is done. when asked, she complains she's got lots of things to do. oh, i din know facebook, blogging and looking through other websites not related to work are part of her job scope. she took a chance to complain about my incompetence during an evaluation session once. and my boss defended me. she complained till she nearly cried leh. used tears as weapon sia. haha i not afraid one lor. and she said that i nvr tell her enough things and then she's always ill-informed, or when i give wrong instructions or tell her off in front of artistes and treat her like an idiot, etc. my question back to her, don't you know how to ask? eh, i've been scolded in front of artistes countless times by my senior leh. did i ever tell her off, or tell my boss that i've been bullied? my boss noticed that i was being bullied and he told the senior to cut me some slack that time when i first came. tell her things she say treat her like idiot, or need to pull her one side and tell her nicely? u think i doing promo tour, handling artiste, still got time for some friggin bloody counselling session??!!! don't tell her things, she say we nvr keep her in the loop and then she feels tat we are not transparent. tell her so much for wat? because of this phone interview fluke, i've been told nvr to let those 2 imbeciles interact with taiwanese side ANYMORE. isn't that already adding extra workload to me? i gave you the job, so that u can do it for me, and i dun have to bother about it anymore. but too bad, ur counter-incompetence just dealt me a whammy, and i have to clear the mess for you. thanks ar. as if handling journalists and their demands everyday isn't enough?! and i still have to handle office politics?! sometimes it's not that i dun wanna tell them off. but for me, once u piss me off, here comes the insults and every unthinkable action u'll see me committing. but because i dun wan to affect the work atmosphere, these 2 imbeciles treat me like a freaking idiot and try to climb over me with their san jiao mao de gong fu?! and i'm holding back because i dun wan to spew insults at them in anger and end up i'm also at fault. but i think the final straw is here. i told my boss to quietly get rid of them without any warnings. we will give them another chance. and i shall be more firm when that imbecile gives me attitude. but if this thing happens, and i'm really not in a good mood to handle all these emotions and all, i'll make sure these 2 imbeciles can pack their bags and say goodbye. dun force me to the edge. i'm capable of doing more than wat u can imagine. don't come and waste my time. i'd rather take a few months to train 2 teachable idiots than spend 1 year on 2 -quote from fellow colleague .:gonnablowupanytime rei |
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