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Sunday, July 19, 2009, 1:17 AM
it's already halfway into 2009. i dunno if i've accomplished much. i shall do my stock-take nearing to the end of the year. but this year is a year i grew more distant from God, and i'm trying to return back to the basics of loving Him. i certainly hope by the end of this year, the distance could be closer. :) it is farnie how, when things happen, they do not just happen singly, but come in bulk. i dun wan to boast of my 桃花運 (read: love streak), as i do not believe in that. but when u think that no one fancies u, no one really does, but when one starts to show interest, the rest will follow suit. not wishing to elaborate on the entire story, but bottomline is, now all is over. i'm back to myself, and maybe one guy in my life right now. i think it's very funny. i told a lot of people that guys rarely msn me and initiate the first 'hi' and continuous chatting. be it guys or gals, i always have to be the first one to initiate 'hi'. shortly after saying that, more people started to initiate 'hi's to me on msn. haha! and these people have never heard me say those words before. lols. arranged to meet someone to nite fest last Sat. but due to work ending very late, and it was raining cats and dogs in town, we din get to meet. but he was quite insistent and hinted that he could always drive us to somewhere in the east which is not raining and we could have a little chat before heading home. but it's very troublesome since i was already on the company's vehicle and it's heading straight to my house. and honestly i'm afraid that we dunno what to say and the situation will be awkward when we meet (we've only known each other for less than a week), so i called him and say that we can always meet another day. he was upset for a while, but he was okay after that. after that day, he is always trying to fix a date for a cuppa since we both like Starbucks. and talking to him online is very comfortable and i felt less awkward, so on Thurs, i felt that it's okay if we just meet for a quick dinner and cuppa and head home after that. we met. and chat. and he is someone who looks quiet and nerdy, but he could talk a lot and shared about his travelling experiences, and he's very interested about my work, which was a good thing, cos very few guys will ask me about work. everything went well, no awkward moments, and we head home after that. honestly, it felt good and natural. but sometimes, i dunno if it's good to chat about everything under the sun, and will meeting up reduce the air of mystery around me, which guys supposedly like? lol. i really dunno. all i know is that there's nothing btw me and him, and with some differences that couldn't be reconciled, maybe we could really be good friends, and nothing more than that. :) .:r |
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